In the moment of change

When you're in the middle of a tough situation, you don't see the meaning of it. You loose the ability to see the bigger picture, the meaning of it all. I used to be that way; I used to get so mad and worry about what is going to come out of this and what will happen to me? Well, Alhamdulillah this time I have a different perspective, I put my complete trust in Allah and have learn from my past difficulties. I no longer worry about the what and if's of things, Allah has never let me down or left me alone in the past, so what would possibly make me think He would do that now?

Life can only be understood backwards; but it must be lived forwards.
~Soren Kierkegaard

As soon as I read this quote a while back I knew what it meant. I have always liked to reflect on my life and the decisions I made so far to see what I could learn from them. If you don't reflect on your past you never learn and therefore, you can't move forward. Insha'allah this situation I'm in will end well, but from where I'm standing....I'm waiting to learn my lesson, and Alhamdullilah for that.

You will never be alone because you will ALWAYS have Allah.