Trust?Not so much

Yesterday: I was walking with my sister after work and talking about our day and life in general. I had an OMG moment! I have trust issues, that's why the idea of marriage terrifies me. How can I trust someone enough to marry them? I was quiet relieved actually cause I now know a more specific reason to my fears and can address it accordingly. LOL I have become my own therapist. Insha'allah I need to work on that, TRUST!

Everything works out in the end..

Salam lovlies,

I am just sitting here at work for an 11-hour shift (yes! 11-hours!). Pondering over my life and how things come up out of the blue. Alhamdulillah, I am very grateful for everything in my life and I wouldn't want to change a thing. If I did want to change something then I wouldn't experience and go through whatever I did instead, does that make sense? Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah. Insha'allah my next post will be about the advice my Grandmother gave to me, much needed advice.